I want the maximum experience of life’s lovemaking.
The ultimate lover, life, in its deep tenderness
with hard edges
and soft moments
and penetrating truths.
I want to bend, and be broken open by soft touch
and hard exploration.
I want to give in to my feelings
I want to weep in ecstasy
and surrender fear to trust
in the hands that guide me to complete sate.
I want the slow burn –
smoldering coals of passion,
not because it torches but because it transmutes.
The great alchemy – magic
Allowing myself to be transformed
Using my powerful self to choose
I will allow Life to adore me.
to drench me in darkness and light and
to receive its Magic.